Bubbles =)

So long...it's been real, or so I tought! READ IT ALL,IT'S THE LAST 1

Tue, 03 May 2005 15:52:07 GMT

Well kidz, I've had fun sharing my life with the people I thought I could trust (THIS DOES NOT INCLUDE THE *A2 CREW*,or *MONIQUE*).Sadly this is my FINAL entry.See lately,
~I got a new BF,whom 4 certain reasons, (some of U know what they r)I don't trust anymore.
~Kinda sorta reconnected with an "old friend",I'm not really sure yet.
~Finally done with William Jerry GrundyIII, sorry man,I caught U N a lie, I thought we were better that that....I guess not. =(
~Lost touch with my BBF,
~Found out one of my "gurlz" was telling me one thing and then telling our "mutual friend" another.Maybe I had it coming, but damn,U coulda been HONEST with me.But hey, it's whatever, this is it!We'er "grown ass kidz", in the words of Kharmen Browm(D.U.L.S.)"Fuck da bull shit" it's all pertty much over now.Maybe we weren't meant 2 B that tight n the 1st place?!?!?

*I've decided to drop of the face of the planet, because the people I've been interacting with lately have been trippin' on some WHOLE-NaTHA-OTHA SHIT. So even if I don't get N2 Eastern,and I'm stuck here, certain people jus shouldn't expect 2 C me. I'm sure U'll figure out who the hell U R...if U'R smart?!?!?

~R.A.T. 2 IceCream- Thankx 4 the kind words kid, it really brought up my day.
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**************FUCK THE CLUB HOUSE,FUCK THE CIRCLE OF TRUST********************
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I'm staring over, as of right now!

~All we ever do is sit around and talk about what things would B like "if". DAMN THAT!!!!It's time for us to do something about it!

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4 Mikey:
~A precious stone cannot be polished without friction, nor humanity perfected without trials. ~Unknown
~Anyone who thinks sunshine is happiness, has never danced in the rain ~ Author Unknown
~Assume anyone you meet is decent, thoughtful, and worthy of your time. You'll be right about most people, and the rest deserve a chance to rise to your expectations. ~ Author Unknown
~Cast a positive, grateful light on it all and you will see it is more than enough to take you wherever you wish to go. -Author Unknown
~Champions don’t become champions in the ring – they are merely recognized there! –Unknown
~For every beauty there is an eye somewhere to see it. For every truth there is an ear somewhere to hear it. For every love there is a heart somewhere to receive it. ~ Author Unknown
~Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go. ~Author Unknown
~Good intentions are no substitute for action; failure usually follows the path of least persistence. -Author Unknown
~Good, better, best; never let it rest till your good is better and your better is best. -Author Unknown
~He has achieved success who has lived well, laughed often and loved much. -Author Unknown
~He who smiles rather then rages is always the stronger ~ Author Unknown
I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when not feeling it. I believe in God even when He is silent. ~ Author Unknown
I must do something" always solves more problems than "Something must be done. -Author Unknown
~If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it. –Unknown
~Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up. -Author Unknown
~Maturity means being emotionally and mentally healthy. It is that time when you know when to say yes, when to say no, and when to say WHOOPEE! -Author Unknown
~People won't step on our toes by accident if they know where our toes are. ~Unknown
~The only difference between stumbling blocks and stepping stones is the way in which we use them. -Author Unknown
~The tragedy of life is not that it ends so soon, but that we wait so long to begin it. ~ Author Unknown
~Those who have no fire within cannot warm others. -Unknown
~To attain excellence, you must care more than others think is wise, risk more than others think is safe, dream more than others think is practical. -Author unknown
~Today is a gift; that's why they call it the present. – Unknown
~Underneath everyone's hard shell is just someone that wants to be loved. Never underestimate the power of your actions... with one small gesture you can change a person’s life, for better or for worse. ~ Author unknown

********************MY "LAST WALK" & FINAL WORDS TO ALL**********
May you find serenity and tranquility in a world you may not always
understand. May the pain you have known and the conflict you have
experienced give you the strength to walk through life facing each new
situation with optimism and courage.
Always know that there are those whose love and understanding will
always be there even when you feel most alone.
May you discover enough goodness in others to believe in a world of
peace. May a kind word, a reassuring touch,
a warm smile, be yours every day of your life, and may you give these
gifts as well as receive them.
Remember the sunshine when the storm seems unending. Teach love to
those
who know hate, and let that love embrace you as you go into the world.
May the teaching of those you admire become part of you, so that you
may
call upon them.
Remember, those whose lives you have touched and who have touched yours
are always a part of you, even if the encounters were less than you
would have wished.
May you not become too concerned with material matters, but instead
place immeasurable value on the goodness in your heart.
Find time in each day to see the beauty and love in the world around
you. Realize that each person has limitless abilities, but each of us
is
different in our own way.

What you may feel you lack in one regard may be more than compensated
for in another.
What you feel you lack in the present may become one of your strengths
in the future.

May you see your future as one filled with promise and possibility.
Learn to view everything as a worthwhile experience.
May you find enough inner strength to determine your own worth by
yourself, and not be dependent on another's judgments of your
accomplishments.
May you always feel loved.

B EAZY, BUT NOT 2 EAZY!-PEACE-

Hey Look!!!

Tue, 19 Apr 2005 23:01:12 GMT

Your Gemstone is Ruby

Daring, ethusiastic, and spontaneous.

You are energetic and passionate, with an appetite for life.

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Wed, 30 Mar 2005 06:14:13 GMT

Womp womp womp womp .........womp, womp, womp.

HA!

Thu, 24 Mar 2005 22:52:36 GMT

No one has updated in a while, is that good or bad?!? Is all right with the world??? Or is it that we really just don't have anything to say???

~Guyz what the hell is going on?!?!?!?!?!?

Dizzy's Log

Tue, 08 Mar 2005 00:41:39 GMT

Well, this weekend has been sorta a downer...

I won't write about FRIDAY since every1 else wrote about it. But never-the-less, it was fun. And I got to clear the air with "uuuhh Candi" (LOL). I'm glad we'er straight now, and now I don't have to lie 2 Marshmallow & PepperMint anymore!!!!!(I'M SORRY)
~(And don't B mad @ any of the fellas, it wasn't their choice not 2 tell U 2)

SATURDAY, I went up to A2, looked @ an apartment and hung out with my cousin Lauren (she fucking rocks). I can't wait to move up there. My plans for that afternoon got derailed (Roni decided she wanted to show her ass) I was suppose to go hang out with (cough,cough) but....I didn't. Roni started talkin' about college and basketball, that turned N2 a fight of course. I am beyond pissed about this s**t, she really needs to alm the hell down. People wonder Y I'm so upset lately and Y I look so depressed all the time....it's because my mother is a f***king loon!!!!!!! So instead of being childish & fighting about pointless stuff with a damn weed-head, I left, I walked over to my cousin's in the cold, thats how mad I was!

~MY "PARENTS" R ON "SOME WHOLE'NOTHEA'OTHA'SHIT~
SUNDAY, I just kinda layed around the house, I watched "Ememy of the State". Then, Roni outta no where, told me she and my dad want me 2 stay home for 2 more years and go to community college. They say I'm not ready to move out yet. EXCUSE ME "FATHER" (and I use that term losely),HOW THE HELL CAN U TELL ME WHAT I AM OR AM NOT READY 4?!?!?!? NIGGA U DON'T KNOW ME!!!!!!!!! And Roni just wants another year of childsupport to pay her damn morgage, and if I stay home my Marvin(the sperm donor) doesn't have to come outta pocket.
~So when they told me, I got pissed, then hurt, then hurt a little more.So, ofcourse I did what I alwayz do when I'm stressed......I ate, then cleaned, then ate more.

Well, I'm pretty much outta words......4 once I'm speechless, me of all people.
-PEACE-

N the words of Mel...."THIS IS SOME BULL SHIT!!!!!"

Wed, 23 Feb 2005 01:23:57 GMT

U kidz should stop hangin' around me.I cause bad things to happen to good people. Save yourselves

~Well some more fucked up shit happended at Urban, hold on time for a R.A.T.(created by Candi) I HATE THOSE DAMN URBAN KIDZ,anyway.....So U know the party Jerry threw??? Yea, so, we got in trouble for it, the entire senior class!!!!!! Even the lames that didn't go got bitched at! They (Sifkier & Ethel) called our mommies.

( BTW, this party was Friday night, Y is Urban on our d***s?!?!?!?)They told us it was our "cry 4 help"....now thats some bull shit!!!

~I know I just said mommy, but I'm 17 years old.....R U fucking kidding me?!?!?!?!?

~Oh yeah, Kevin's hoe hated on us. (I TOLD U FUCK-HEADS IT WAS HER!!!!!!)

R.A.T.~ I miss A2 =(

Well at least I didn't get N trouble, I called home B4 they got to Roni. She's just acting like she cares because she thinks it's the right thing 2 do....but she really didn't give a damn, I can tell

~I'm glad Jerry is OK, he scared the fuck outta me

4 months left, hold tight kidz

-PEACE-

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 00:55:01 GMT

I'm too upset to write a real entry, so...........

~ Grundy (Jerry) almost died
~I don't have the "crush" I had last week, big surprise thats over!!!!!
~Roni pissed me off, AGAIN
~I'm disowning some people very soon
~I hate Detroit, life's a bitch here
~I can't wait to move out
~BLAH BLAH BLAH YAHDA YAHDA YAHDA........

-pea...........fuck it, BYE!

I think thats sexy =)

Sat, 19 Feb 2005 03:19:51 GMT

You are White Chocolate

You have a strong feminine side with a good bit of innocence thrown in.
Whether your girlish ways are an act or not, men like to take care of you.
You are an understated beauty, and your power is often underestimated!

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WHAT R THE CHANCES I'D B WHITE CHOCOLATE?!?!?!?!?! =) LMAO

Wed, 16 Feb 2005 00:00:18 GMT

Well I had another WONDERFUL weekend. Yes, I said wonderful, so you know where I was.
~Let's see......Friday I got to Rama's @ about 12a.m., no waite 1st I went over to Jerry's, then Buck, *Steve*, Te', and myself went out to dinner. Then I went to Rama's. When I got there I spent a minute on the phone,then I went to sleep......N Carmel's bed (LOL)! I had to get up @ 7a.m. to take my ACT, hey I didn't fall asleep this time!!! WHOO HOO!! =) After my ACT, Rama and I went to a really neat-o book store. Joe picked us up, we went to a store, I bought a shirt that reads " What Would Jesus Bomb" it rocks!! We went to Biniggin's (I spelled that wrong) for lunch. Then back to Rama's. She and Joe went out, Larry came to get me from her place. We picked up Gabby (Saria's cuz), then we headed to the movies, or atleast thats where we meant to go. Somehow Larry got turned around, to make a long story short, we wound up in Saline, and missed the whole movie.
~ So after our extra long road trip Larry developed a Harold & Kumar "craving", so you know where we went. So finally we mad it to the movies.We went to see "Hide & Seek",(for those of U who know me, U can tell I got out voted). So half way N2 the previews Jimmy & Saria walked N!!!! =) WHOO HOO, they ROCK,Jimmy is so funny and Saria so EXTRA NEAT-O.
~ Well back to the movie.....I want that 2hours of my life back.THAT MOVIE WAS SO EXTRA HORRIBLE,I mean it F**KING SUCKED!!!! REALLY, IT WAS JUST BAD. After the movie was over we all headed back to Saria's. We just kinda sat around, I talked to *Steve* for like an hour. Just as Larry and I were about to leave, D.Q.(Larry's roommate) fell in the door(literally) drunk. That was funny, and another hour @ Saria's. So finally we left =( Larry was tired. So I went back 2 Rama's, we stayed up for awhile, talked, I ate again. I love talking to Rama, it's never boring. Then off to sleep......N Carmel's bed!! (lol)
~Sunday, I slept in, @ about 2 I walked over to Larry & D.Q.'s. I chilled there for awhile, then Larry took me over to my cousin Lauren's. I haven't seen her N like 2 years. She rocks!!! We decided that since she's lookin for a 3rd roommate....it's gonna be me!!!!! That's gonna f**king rock =). Now the hard part is gonna b telling my brother I'm not moving to Texas =(
~Well, we left Lauren's to go to Rama's show. It rocked!!! Thats when I met Larry's friend Megan, she was cool. So we chilled out in South Quad for awhile,afterward. Lauren came to scoop me. We went back to her place. We didn't do much, we didn't need to, our conversations R so funny, we had "gurl talk". She had to get up for class in the morning, so she asked me what I was gonna do. I told her I was gonna watch t.v. and talk to *Steve*. She replied, "Oh so you'er gonna phone bone". She's so retarded!! LOL =)
~We talked until...hhuummmm......3a.m., I think, I was sssoooo sleepy.
~ The next morning I packed. Of course I had to go see Saria B4 I left, she was N the shower most of the time I was @ her place, Larry & I walked her to work. Then my last stop was Rama, and Joe was there, so I got to say bye to him too. I'll miss thoses crazy kidz.=) (tear)

~ Not to 304 the "D", but as soon as I hit the freeway, I got depressed. I'm sorry I hate it here =(
~I didn't go straight home, I went out with Buck, Te' and *Steve*. We went to dinner and the movies, but we had to leave early. Something came up with Te'.......Buck was PISSED. Then I headed home, my mother instantly found something for me to do.
~ I hate it here, June 3 isn't coming quick enough.

Well thats all for now............B EAZY KIDZ, BUT AS ALWAYS, NOT 2 EAZY =)
~PEACE~

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Wed, 09 Feb 2005 22:38:56 GMT

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your name is...
your eyes	sparkle with laughter
your hair	is envied by many
your smile	draws others towards you
your body	is envied by many
your hugs	are loved by all who get them
your kiss	is mysterious
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Tue, 08 Feb 2005 23:55:10 GMT

Well NM has been going on lately. My mother of course pissed me off again!!!! She's getting the kitchen cabinets re-done, but she can't find the time or money to get me an eye exam.....BULL SHIT!!!!!!

~I'm KINDA crushing on this guy @ school. But the weird thing is I've hated him since the 10th grade. No, wait....hate is too strong of a word.....I've disliked him since the 10th grade. And the fucked up part is......I think he likes me back!!! But he's disliked me just as long as I've disliked him. @least he distracts me from my other crush, which was bad, I could have ruined a long time friendship with that one, thank God thats over.

~ V-Day is coming up.....I hate that fucking holiday, KISS MY ASS HALLMARK!!!!!!!!!!!!

~RANDOM THOUGHT: I HATE THOSE DAMN URBAN KIDZ!!!

Well not much more to say.......

Hey I'm "off lock down" 2morrow, A2 here I come. Screw sweetheart ball.........sorry boyz, it's no fun when you're alone.

BE EASY KIDZ
-PEACE-

Mariah Carey - They Can't Take That Away

Sat, 05 Feb 2005 16:21:31 GMT

Mmmmh
Whoaaa
They can say,
Anything they want to say,
Try to bring me down,
But I will not allow anyone to succeed hanging clouds over me,
And they can try
How to make me feel that I,
Don't matter at all,
But I refuse to falter in what I believe or loose faith in my dreams
'Cause there's,
There's a light in me,
That shines brightly,
They can try,
But they can't take that away from me
From me
No no nooo
Oh they,
They can do
Anything they want to you,
If you let them in,
But they won't ever win,
If you cling to you pride, and just push them aside,
See I,
I have learned,
There's an inner peace I own,
Something in my soul that they can not possess
So I won't be afraid and the darkness will fade
'Cause there's,
There's light in me me,
That shines brightly, yes
They can try,
But they can't take that away from me
No oh oh,
They can't take this
Precious love I'll always have inside me,
Certainly the Lord will guide me where I need to go
Woah, woah
They can say
Anything they want to say,
Try to bring me down,
But I won't face the ground,
I will rise steadily sailing out of their reach,
Although they do try,
How to make me feel that I,
Don't matter at all,
But I refuse to fall,
Tell me what I believe or loose faith in my dreams,
'Cause there's a light in me,
That shines brightly yes
They can try but they can't take that away from
Me
From me
No no nooo
Me

Rama's preception of me

Mon, 31 Jan 2005 23:42:02 GMT

Concreterose07
2005-01-31 12:53 (link)
[01] Jess
[02] Whats Love (Tennis) Got to do with it lol
[03] You remind me of you...but that's super cool =).
[04] Twinkie, hehe
[05] Put this in your journal

SO NO 2 DRUGS.............sometimes =)

Mon, 31 Jan 2005 17:39:46 GMT

So I've been sick with the Flu...which really suckx. I woke up with a 102.7 temp. =( My mom is still getting on my nerves.

~ Hey I'm off punishment next Wensedsday...coolness, I'm soooo trying to go up 2 A2 that weekend.

~I'm having a hard time typing, the drugs r really screwing with me.

So I have a confession.....I like 2 guyz ( well 1 dosen't actually exist, he's only n my mind. And he's so pretty =) ) The other, I think I just have a small crush on, and hopefully it will fade. No names will b given.
-HINT: I C him everyday.-

~My imaginary guy is sssoooo HOT, I wish he was real, he's ever-so perfect, and the best part is he's mine LOL

WOW, those drugs really r kicking N,G2G B4 I say something I regret, if I haven't already.
-PEACE-

My day could have been worse

Thu, 27 Jan 2005 00:12:58 GMT

So I got suspended for the 1st time today.
~ I left school @ like 7:15,to get breakfast, came back @ 7:30......Miss. Williams called me N2 the hall, and Mrs. Session called my mom.

My mom is pissed! But I really don't give a SHIT.

F.Y.I.
~ I've been proved to B "Clinically Depressed", so it's not too much that I do care about anymore.

~ G2G, Roni is bitching @ me because I'm "on lock-down" ( BIG F**KING DEAL ) so I'm not supposed to use the cp. BTW, she took my phone, so talk 2 ya when I can kidz.

-peace-

MY MOTHER IS SUCH A F**KING CHILD!!!!

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 15:36:41 GMT

Ko, so I got up this morning, and for some reason I choose to speak to my mother, I know, I know no good could come from that......and it didn't.

~ I was thirsty and anyone whos been to my house knows that there are only 2 things ALWAYZ in my fridge, ( food isn't 1!!!) tea and bottled water. So I take it upon myself to make a pitcher of Lemonade & a pitcher of kool-aid. But I get yelled @ for that!!! I didn't make the Lemonade the way SHE wanted me 2....HELLO, I'm THE ONLY 1 DRINKING IT!!!!
~ And who the hell BITCHES OVER LEMON-AID?!?!?!?!?!?
~ So now I'm sitting here trying to type, with my headphones on, not bothering anyone and here she comes again! She's sitting here talking, but all I hear is a "Charlie Brown" charater..." WOMP WOMP WOMP, WOMP WOMP WOMP.........WOMP WOMP WOMP! Now shes calling me selfish....me?
~ I don't think I'm selfish, do U? B real, I need 2 know
I can't waite to move out. June 3 can't come fast enough.
~ Mel, tell mom I coming to live with U guyz right after graduation.

MOVING ON:
I'm sending off my app for U of M Monday (I hope).
~So it's either A2 or Texas.....we'll see
~ I talked to my S-n-L yesterday, she thinks it's a boy , I hope so, I alwayz wanted a niece and nephew. =)

Well I gotta go wash cloths and I'm sick of breathing the same air as Roni.....SO LONG KIDZ!!

P.S. = I figured out whats wrong with me, Y my grades R so bad. But I'm going with a don't ask, don't tell policy. So no info will B volunteered.

Tue, 18 Jan 2005 21:12:09 GMT

So everyone knows I was perfectly content this weekend, right???? Well I went back 2 school 2day, how do I feel now...............BLAH.
~ I hate Urban Lutheran, the people, the teachers...the people ( with the exception of like 10!!!)

~ Urban can B described as 102 people, 96% of those people are competing with each other to B the f**king ANTI-CHRIST!!!!!
~ I can't stand those people, AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-PEACE-

Tue, 18 Jan 2005 03:06:51 GMT

Ok, well 2day was kewl. I slept until 10, got up to watch "Dawson's Creek", and talked 2 Mikey, King, and Q.B.
`Later we went to Wendy's and Block Buster. We rented " Harold & Kumar go 2 White Castle " that s**t was ssssoooooooo funny, I highly recommend it.

~ Then we went back 2 King's, Larry came over 2. We also rented " Anchor Man" but it SUCKED horribly.
~It was almost the perfect weekend, but I'm thankful nothing bad happened.
- I can't waite until I get 2 go back 2 Ann Arbor, did I mention I luv it there?????

BTW~ We'er shooting 4 the Auto Show Friday....Mikey & Rama both suck( they know Y )

Well I'm outta stuff 2 say...........~PEACE~

My weekend N Ann Arbor

Sun, 16 Jan 2005 22:24:06 GMT

Well this weekend FREAKIN ROCKED!!!! This was the best weekend I've had N almost a year, it's been 1 of the only 1s w/out "TG" hahahahahahaha.....anyway, I went up 2 U of M 2 hang out with Larry, Rama & her BF Joe ( he's so sweet ), & her brother Carmel, Saira, and her BF Jimmy ( they ROCK ). The 1st night I got there we Me & Larry, went straight to Saira's. We sat around for awhile, thats when everybody decided they were hungry, so we picked up Rama and Joe and headed over to " Max & Erma's " the food is great there. Later.....we went back to Siria's place and stayed up until 3a.m. playing monopoly and listing to music...it was rad!!!!!!! After the game we were all still soooo totally wired that we decided to go get this stuff called " Bubble Tea ". It's tea that U mix with damn near any kinda juice U can think of then theses little bubbles go in them....they were like gummy bears, without the bear shape.
BTW...every1 I was with spoke Spanish...now I wanna learn it 2 so I can keep up lol. thats my goal 4 the year.
After Bubble Tea we went back 2 Joe's place to play "Smash Bros"....totall coolness. After about 2 hours of video games we went our separate wayz.
- The next day when I woke up Carmel, or as I like 2 call him, Butter-Scotch was home...he's groovy...Larry,Rama and I went to the mall. I stopped N " Hot Topic " while Rama talked 2 Mikey. Then we ate, hahaha like thats surprising....We dropped Rama back off @ home....Larry and I decided 2 go visit Shanna...but we didn't make it... Saira & Jimmy wanted 2 go C a movie with us. We saw " Electra "....don't waste your $$$$$.....So on the way back 2 the car Siria PUSHED me N 2 the restroom.....I'd sat N brownie!!!! How embarrassing...but I got it cleaned off. So we step back N 2 the hall, way thinking we'er about 2 leave...but Larry & Jimmy decided we should go C another movie..." Coach Carter "..( don't worry fellas I'm still going w/U). It was good...my cousin was N it, I didn't believe him when he told me. After the movie we dropped those 2 crazy kidz back off @ home( I'll miss them ).......Larry & I went back 2 Rama's, grabbed some food and watched a movie. Carmel came N & out.....Rama sat on me & played with my face while I was trying 2 sleep...DORK!!!!!!!! So @ about 5a.m. Larry left....Rama & I went 2 bed but we wound up talking for like an hour, just like the night B4. I got up Sunday morning...showered....and headed back 2 the "D".
---I think I'm gonna spend every-other weekend up there, I LUV IT!!!!!!!!!!!!

-Well 2morrow is my day with the "Fellas" & Michell, we'er going 2 the movies.....it'll B grate, they rock.

I love my true friends and my new ones, I thank God for all of them, I couldn't B more blessed.....U guyz ROCK!!!

-----------PEACE----------

The "FELLAS " turn my day around

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 01:09:26 GMT

Well 2day was fun, " TG " PISSED ME THE F**K OFF @ the end of the day. But I didn't have 2 look @ him all day, we had mid-terms. After school, me, Dan, Mikey, King James, Kev, Jerry, Darrion, and Jazz all went't over to Dearborn 2 study for a super long government final. Then we left there and went to King's house, we started 2 study, but we ended up watching p**n ( 7 boyz, 2 gurlz....like that wasn't gonna happen!?!? ) Then Kev and King taught me how to shoot craps.
Later when we were about 2 leave Dan & Darrion switched cars....I got 2 drive them both....we spent an hour throwing snow balls @ each other..... haha that was fun. I almost hit Jerry with the car, but it wasn't my fault , he ran N2 the middle of the street.....@ night...stupid!!!!!
I love being 1 of the fellas, it's sssssoooooo much fun, now only if I could get rid of my head ache and never have to C his dark face again I'd B OK LMAO!!!!!!

-PEACE-

Wed, 12 Jan 2005 00:03:12 GMT

I FINALLY FINISHED THAT DAMN COLLEGE COMP. PAPER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YES ;)
I typed 12 F***KING pages!!! OMG, I am sssssooooooooo glad that damn class is over.

THE REST OF THIS YEAR SHOULD BE A BREEZE.

ON A SERIOUS NOTE:

Ok so I've got this friend... this person ( no gender ) is really cool. Almost like my BF, so anyway this person says that lately I've been acting really angry.
- But I have good reAsons!-
And I don't act angry toward the person, I just figured if I was around or talking to him/her I could B real and not put on BULL-SHIT smile.

For those of U who hang with me regularly....am I angry?????????

You scored as Loner.

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Loner

88%

Goth

63%

Ghetto gangsta

50%

Stoner

50%

Punk/Rebel

31%

Geek

31%

Drama nerd

31%

Prep/Jock/Cheerleader

25%

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Thu, 06 Jan 2005 17:43:57 GMT

Your Dominant Intelligence is Interpersonal Intelligence

You shine in your ability to realate to and understand others.
Good at seeing others' points of view, you get how people think and feel.
You have an uncanny ability to sense true feelings, intentions, and motivations.
A natural born leader, you are great at teaching and mediating conflict.

You would make a good counselor, salesperson, politician, or business person.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

Sun, 02 Jan 2005 20:13:57 GMT

QUESTION:
Can a person be lonely and picky at the same time?

Fri, 31 Dec 2004 17:11:28 GMT

I feel as if I'm on this inevitable path of self-destruction, a road that only has one exit, but somehow I keep passing it. Therefore I'm constantly walking in a circle, through a dark hall of confusion and unwanted self-pity and theres nothing I can do to stop it. The second I see the open path that will ultimately lead me to my place in life, something pulls me back. I can never see it's face, but I can hear it's voice, and I recognize the voice. Wanna know the most horrifying part???

It's my own voice.

Happy New Years's Eve

For all whom are graduating this year.......This is it for us, these last few months bring about the MOST important decision we will ever make in life. Granted they won't be the last important decisions, but they do however lead us into the rest of our adult lives, independence. So, take this time to choose the people you want to hang on to for the rest of your life, and when doing so, tell them. As redundant as this may sound, you can never be truly independent without a solid support system. Never let go of those you truly care for, trust me, you'll never find anyone to replace the connection you have with that person.

And remember......everything in life, good or bad, happens for a reason, even if you don't understand it.

So dissapointed

Mon, 27 Dec 2004 18:40:54 GMT

My mother got me a 3 pound bag of gummy bears, a pooh bear, and a Christmas tree ornament. Wow I had such a white Christmas ( sarcasm )

The rest of the family did the right thing, they gave me money.

Don't U hate when your parents say shit like " your my child I know U better than U know yourself!" ?????
Come on mom if you really knew me U would have @least asked me what I wanted 4 Christmas and not just gotten me BS. ( Now that may sound a little ungrateful,but an ornament!!!!!!!! R U kidding me?!?!?!?! )